Once I found out someone has lied or betrayed me I can't trust them again even if they genuinely try to be a better person. I know it's harsh but once I'm really hurt I just move on because it will never be the same, I will always have this doubt and worry that they're lying or being shady again. This goes for friendships, relationships, and sls. And it makes me hate myself because I want to trust and everything to go back to the way it was.